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| 06.28.04 (5:05 pm) [edit] |
ok you guys obviously didn't get that i left, or you did and you're just dumb as bricks. w/e
new journal =
http://www.greatestjournal.com/users/raverrr" title="http://www.greatestjournal.com/users/raverrr" target="_blank"http://www.greatestjournal.co...
for all you fools who have failed to update your links. yeah. CHANGE THEM!. ^_^
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| o0o0o |
| 05.02.04 (1:02 pm) [edit] |
UPDAAAAAAATEEEEEEEE
ok.. so it's may 2nd.. and i promised to come back after the lovely month of april.
my life in the past month:
SATS
first kiss
applied to rowan's material science program
raising alg 2 grade (?)
shelton might be gone for a long time
three days grace and thornley concert.. it rocked.. [b]hard[/b].
thorpe is excited about everyone leaving her class
valpone is my savior
james and sean have kept me from slipping into depression
amber bought me 3 pairs of new shoes ( 2 slides, and a pair of flip flops ^______^ )
went to amber's today.. $500 in fines if we hadn't taken all of the cinderblocks out of her dorm..
sats sucked... but tetty, tom, and chris were all in my room. schwiing. haha my projected grade is : 1000
=T
that's about it. prom coming up. jack is my date because he's cool like that.
someone needs to take me to go see kill bill 2. yeah..
i'm gonna do my chem essay or latin culture.. or something that i should be doing.. =P
xoxo
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| leave me, leave |
| 04.02.04 (3:56 pm) [edit] |
[b]just say that you need me[/b]
--the cardigans ( lovefool)
i think too much. and i get sad. and then i think again. ok. so i'm QUITTING THIS BULLSHIT.
the only person who reads it is james.. and i can call him up ^_____^
i lied. i'm quitting it for the month of april.. unless a miracle happens. i need concentration for my new projects coming on, and the SATS. blegh.
sure.. there will be the cotillion, spring break, clubs, concerts, stuff to talk about randomly. not worthy of your attention of course, i mean.. you don't post now do you?!?
oh my. sudden bouts of emotion. cry. stop. cry. scream.
dance.
whatever happened to " love like you've never been hurt" ?
some people don't have faith or hope. i'm a romantic, hardxcore haha, so i'll get my heart broken, and get over with it. =T
no need to draw it out more than necessary right? marina has some great philosophies on this stuff. right now, i don't need drama.
i'll end on the note that my parentals are awesome. couldn't live without them. actually going to the art auction with my mom tonight. if it makes her happy, it's worth it.
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| for what it's worth |
| 04.01.04 (6:56 am) [edit] |
[b]i love you
and what's even worse
i really do
-- the cardigans[/b]
i'm bored in CADD.. nothing to do.. which is a great feeling. ^_^
i have to stay after school to do a health presentation that i've failed to do.. forever =/
i don't understand stuff. and it gives me headaches.
ummm .. i downloaded MSI last night.. 711 is a funny song hehe
yah know what, ONLY JAMES POSTS. wtf?
i don't get it. where's the love? :cry:
hehe i took a quizzical.. of course
loooooooooooooooooooooook
You are light...you always look on the bright side
and hate everything that is dark...you are
beautiful in your own way and very
lovable...people luv ya...
What Element are you...this improved version....^_^
brought to you by Quizilla
^__________^
happy april fools day
<3>the lovefool
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| keep rollin' |
| 03.30.04 (6:12 pm) [edit] |
[b]back the fuck up..
while we fuck this track up[/b]
ahh ! i need to dl a bunch of songs that i still like haha.. but i like that line of the song.. so0o0o okkkkkkk
i'm in a badly type of mood
today.. everyone seemed super-condescending. a bunch of people saying " way to go" :: sneer::
yeah.. wtf? =/
and i dont even have emo songs!! grrrr.. its all r N b.. and i'm not feelin that right now..
haha though i do have some gangsterrr songs. PROJECT BITCH! hahaha i love that song. wow.
i'm so disappointed in a lot of stuff.. its just not wonderful anymore. stuff was awesome. and then stuff when BOOM.
here's another quizzical that i took.. just out of being BORED lol
You have a heartsick soul! Youre the type of girl
who always has a crush and is writing their
name on all your books. You are a hopeless
romantic. Waiting for that prince charming, you
take love seriously, but still play any chance
you get. You can have a lot if boys who are
friends, but waiting for that perfect
boyfriend. Sometimes you are discouraged
because there are no sparks but even if the
smallest thing happens, you're on Cloud 9. You
believe in true love and wait for it. Just dont
be afraid to take a chance. Love is all about
risks.
What Kind of SOUL do you posses?
brought to you by Quizilla
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| emo weekend |
| 03.29.04 (12:30 pm) [edit] |
=T it was an extremely emotional weekend. i don't know why. maybe because of the sappiness. lol
and then.. my pwuter DIED
hard.
lol.. and so i had to restore it to a system checkpoint. and i got to see the mp3's i was listening to last year. mucho coolios ( malina-by your side..... wOOt)
new [url=http://img32.photobucket.com/...]thingie things [/url]
lol.. ok.. dentist office sucked! my teeth were throughoughly violated by a woman with a thick russian accent =/
oi.. took a quizzie... ^_^
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You Are a Soy Latte
Yeah, you've got a bit of that healthy hippie thing going on
But you're more Kate Hudson urban bohemian than Phish groupie
You're worldly and well traveled... and you know where to get the best coffee in town.
All your experience makes you a compassionate person - and a caring girlfriend.
What Kind Of Coffee Are You? Take This Quiz :-)
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things are ok. i understand people better when they talk to me. yeah... =T
thesis is a biatch.. but w/e
[b]daft punk da funk[/b]
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| summer lovin' |
| 03.26.04 (8:41 pm) [edit] |
yeah the beach was AMAZING today.
me n jess starting driving around 4. get to Sea Bright around 4:30, and then meet up with james. he takes us to a good beach in Deal, we chazzizzle, he takes us through a detour ( AHH drug bust in LB!! Holy SHizNits!!!) hehe
then through allenhurst, then asbury park ( party in the ghetto)
and then.. to belmar we go. me and jess spent from like 6-7 there.. met up with tom, and some other people at a coffee shop at 10th and main. ^_^.
umm.. then went home on route 18. we won't talk about stuff on the way to route 18 hahaha jess........ riDICKulous hehe ( ohhhhh shyyyyytttt hahah)
come to keansburg... pick up trish.. go see bob at the movie theater.. ralphie's ices ( jess peeled offffffff outta thurr hahaha)
chylled out at the beachfront, saw people making out and the three of us were sappy =/
drove around ub.. went to jack's.. hit his b-ball hoop ( ahh!)
rushed back to the waterfront to pick up jess's car. came home.
see.. that's the gist of my evening. from 4:00 -11:20
just driving. listening to good music. chylling with good people. enjoying the bootiful weather ^___^
err.. now i gotta clean up my room cuz amber is gonna be home tonight. and tomorrow morning i'm getting my haircut. =]
ok...
i got it bad <3 >
payce n much luv <3>
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| a whole new look, a whole new feel |
| 03.24.04 (2:49 pm) [edit] |
[b]I can't wait, wanna see
How this night is gonna be
Just a touch, away
From a feelin' that is here to stay
We can make it last forever, baby
Our love will stand the test of time
In the middle of our world, I'll be waiting
for you to be all mine
We're walking on sunshine
In the middle of the night
And it feels like I'm somewhere
Above the sky, I, I, I
Take my hand, close your eyes
Say the sweet little things that Make me cry
Catch my tears, with a kiss
These special moments do exist[/b]
i have to admit. i was quite pessimistic. but, things are looking up. optimistic outlook.. i'll try it on for a change.
i'm hungry like a mofo.. eating pineapple tho. reminds me of summer. yay! ^_^ friday is supposed to be super nice out.. so me and jess plan to go to the beach and just sit down and talk there.. because the beach fucking rocks our socks hehe
then saturday is a play at her h.s. .. and getting a haircut.
should be allll kinds of good
[<3]>
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| go get your heartbeat |
| 03.23.04 (8:29 pm) [edit] |
it beats me straight into the ground
-- brand new
baddddd day...
history thesis, depressed-ness, sick-ness, breakdown-ness..
no lie.
today was fucking horrible.
but fuck all yah'll, because i have the highest grade in my chem. class. ( i hope).
i'm RICK JAMES BITCH! whuuut??
^_____^
i'm doing a more happily background and stuff soon.. today my soul was stolen so you'll have to wait until it returns tomorrow ( haha thankssssss james )
[b]* you make me feel brand new * [/b]
<33 >love makes the world stronger. ^_^ i dont know what i'd do if i didn't love people, or have love reciprocated. love.
yeah.. i love my mom. she's getting transferred to NEPTUNE. omfg.. i wont be able to visit her anymore! not coolios. just because she's awesome, doesn't mean you have to make her go to a sucky place. grrr to the people who upset my mommy. =/
g'nite .. much love
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| "a penis to be respected" |
| 03.20.04 (4:40 pm) [edit] |
--says tetty and me ( opinion to be respected.. yeah right laura! )
yeah. robotics competition this weekend. sarah brown = referee. i got to chill with a ref. sweet.
canadians rock. chris caufield gave laura his sn. how cute. haha.
i have so much hw. actually going to cotillion tomorrow. oh.. and i get to help out with the FIRST website. wOOt to div layers. they are godly. lol.
i feel all loved.
<33>
[b]boom boom boom, i want you in my room
to spend the night together, together and forever![/b]
heheh me and selena danced and sang with tetty a lot. now i am tiredness. it was fun.. we did shaun's kissy-kissy thang.. ( liquid dancing trick lol) ^__^
i'm gonna start hw. yesss. =/
payce n much <3>
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| happy-happy-birthday! |
| 03.18.04 (6:27 am) [edit] |
ok first of all, found this sweet site during cadd: http://soft-spoken.net.tc
i also have to remember bluedomino.com, oi, maybe that'll be an investment lol
goood codes and stuff ^_^
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO AMBER ( and rob) hehe!!
amber is all like.. 19 already. whoa. reality check. :)
lalalala... i saw the new d12 video yesterday - " my band" i love eminem lol he is amazing
i also chazizzled with jessica. it was hilarious. just chyllin' out, making stupid comments. jess always catches me off guard, and then i say stuff that doesn't sound right lol. anyways, i've been getting back into photoshop and siteliness.. ( aka getting dorkier by the second lol )
umm.. yesterday was crapilicious.. because i fought.. and fought.. and h/o.. i gotta help marina with html stuff
[b]<33[/b]>
ok.. so continuinggggg
just got back from TGI Fridays for amber's bday.
so this is what happened::
Garett the waiter: " what would you like to drink?"
Amber:"Lemonade"
Me: "Shirley Temple"
Mom: " Margarita"
Garett the waiter:"What flavor margarita?"
.....(so on and so forth )
--1 min. after I had said "Shirley Temple"--
Garett the waiter: (to me) " I'm going to need to see your id"
Me: " For [i]WHAT??[/i] "
Garrett the waiter: " Oh, you wanted that Shirley Temple [b]virgin[/b]?? "
Mom: " Good catch there, she's only 16"
hahaha i hate going out to eat so0o0o much.
Jess and Trish saw Roberto at the Monmouth Mall I am guessing lol.. yay? lol
I am soooo infatuated. <33 . it's a good word. I gotta go pack and go to bed or something.. Long Island this weekend.. eesh =/ >
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<33>my sister and her friends.. are drinking
so ray and me are talking about how black we are ( oh yeah! hahaha )
and he goes:
" we need rev. jesse jackson to come represent our people's . damn CRACKAS. white man always tryin to hold us DOWN. "
i see drunk people.
g'nite. call my cell this weekend. please? hehe
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| 03.17.04 (7:20 am) [edit] |
sad.
no hopesfall concert last night
no going to new brunswick with james
no seeing my friends.
no cotillion practice.
no history test today.
no *good stuff* :wink: .
having a makeup chem test.
having my sis's bday tomorrow
having st patty's spirit today.
having a polish-kind-of morning
being sick.
being tired.
loving you .
oi.. the days of my life hehe
i thinks i'll add pics later.. ehhh..
.. leave me some [b]<3[/b].. i need it =T>
[b]Together holdin hands
You out there spending grands
And makin family plans
*make love to me*
Dont have to straighten facts
Dont want no strings attached
Just scratches on you back
*fuck me*[/b]
ludacris-splash waterfalls
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| 03.15.04 (1:16 pm) [edit] |
haha danny asked me to get him more flavored condoms, because his gf likes them. wOOt to buying something for jack and jack not even using them! -_-
ok..... here's a thingie thing.. and then i'll talk some more lol ( we're not gonna mention who i stole this from.. haha ) :
[b]THREE THINGS THAT SCARE ME[/b]
1 - i-goe road and abandoned insane asylums
2 - scary movies of course!
3 - your face
[b]THREE THINGS I DON'T UNDERSTAND[/b]
1 - silverman's accent
2 - you
3 - robots lol
[b]THREE THINGS I'D LIKE TO LEARN[/b]
1 - how to make polish food
2 - what a chemical engineer [i]IS[/i]
3 - algebra 2, but that's not gonna happen any time soon
[b]THREE THINGS I AM WEARING RIGHT NOW[/b]
1 - nike airs
2 - sweatpants
3 - glasses
[b]THREE THINGS ON MY DESK[/b]
1 - sketchbook
2 - headphones
3 - cds
[b]THREE THINGS I WANT TO DO BEFORE I DIE[/b]
1 - have a liberal marriage
2 - be a bartender
3 - have sex
[b]THREE WAYS TO DESCRIBE MY PERSONALITY[/b]
1 - sensitive, as hell
2 - competitive
3 - protective
[b]THREE BAD THINGS ABOUT MY PERSONALITY[/b]
1 - oi.. jealous
2 - abrasive-ness
3 - forgetful-ness
[b]THREE PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE[/b]
1 - polish! (fiddy percent ^_^)
2 - irish
3 - danish lol
[b]THREE THINGS I LIKE ABOUT MY BODY[/b]
1 - green eyes
2 - my lips
3 - let me see that booty bounce
[b]THREE THINGS I DON'T LIKE ABOUT MY BODY[/b]
1 - arms
2 - tummy
3 - feet ( feet are ewwwies lol)
[b]THREE THINGS MOST PEOPLE DON'T KNOW ABOUT YOU[/b]
1 - i love anime
2 - i am on the black student union, even tho i am white as hell lol
3 - i am on FIRST, aka the robotics club _
[b]THREE THINGS I SAY THE MOST[/b]
1 - amazing
2 - oi
3 - sweet
[b]THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO[/b]
1 - australia anyone?
2 - london ( underground musica wOOt)
3 - A-F-R-I-C-A
[b]THREE NAMES THAT YOU GO BY[/b]
1 - charlie
2 - ciezzezzles
3 - snickers
[b]THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU HAVE OR HAD[/b]
1 - napoleondisorder <-- respect that, iight? haha>2 - grlaero7
3 - shoreraver
ok so back to ranting, ummm ... yesterday.. branden made songs while talking on the phone to me. yeah check his link. and download it. biatch lol
download alakine trio- private eye. i like it. a lot. ^_^
there's like a robotics competition this friday and sat. but it is also the weekend of amber's bday. eesh. amber's bday present = ? ahh
my dad made polish food this weekend. it was awesome. as was chilling with jess and james and jess and seeing rob. and teresa was quite nice to call me up.
i hated catcher in the rye. it was stupid. dude, dayquil.. makes me dizzy. i almost passed out during the english quiz. wtf? ok. silverman is a moron. my sister is awesome. did you know the zodiac sign for cancer is the 69 symbol? oh really? you didn't? haha i was like.. amber you bought me a 69 necklace.. sweeeet hehe
eh.. i'm in a bad mood cuz of sickliness and.. not eating enough. and not enough sleep. i def. woke up like 3 times last night. =/
<33>
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| 03.13.04 (9:04 pm) [edit] |
the movie was semi-funny, umm.. ok.. jessica ng, you an amazing girl and yes you are!! ok yeah
i am ecstatic, and surprised, and happy.
because i thought i had to cancel plans on branden, but instead, on tuesday i am chylling with my favorite fucking person, my cuzn nikkie! ( at a krome concert) until like midnight, and then, i am going to hang out with branden in east brunswick. which is sweeeeeet. me and jess seem to find these awesome guys, that live far away. waddup with that? =T
surprised, because mr. stephenson GOT SOME! that's right, he's banging a senior. the conversation was funny. i guessed it. and i guess right. go roberto! its your bday.
ok and extremely happy because i hung out with jessie z. ( aka louie) today. we drove to freaking DEAL. ok DEAL. what was up with that? i dont know. but we were blasting HOT 97 ( soooo gangsteeerrrr) and being awesome, and seeing midgets, and adding " in bed" to the end of all of our sentences! branden is amazing for telling me that. wow. ^___^
he is also amazing because he is emo and says stuff like this : this is going to be a love story with no happy ending, because there will be no ending to my love for you.
or how about : sarah, i love you so much. my heart is forever yours...i want to hold you in my arms and never release...
who says that? branden says that!
if this is fake, pinch me. or slap me.
hrmm, this could be love. and like. and extreme coolness.
and i am going to talk to him, and be a dork, and feel cool, and yeahhh.. this is gooood ^_^
<3>
oh btw.. the movie was pretty funny. dragons. "arch your back and look back at me over your shoulder... like a d ragon" oh my! lol
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| 03.12.04 (10:09 am) [edit] |
oi
[b]because when i think of you as mine
and allow myself the time
to lead into the life we want
i feel love, honestly[/b]
[u]zwan-honestly [/u]
mm.. head over heels in 2 seconds flat. hehe
ok so last night.. and yesterday.. i was mucho nauseous and coughy and headachy and bleghhh
but i was all ok cuz i got to talk to branden. so even tho i was extremely sickly, my spectacular boy was there to cheer me up ^__^
alrighty, so this morning, major sinus pressure right in the middle of my forehead! rar! so i knocked on the wall and told my mommy "noooooo schooooool" and she said "ooooo kkkkk" hehehe
yeah my brain would bust if i had to take a chemistry test and a latin quiz. blegh. i hope i can still chill out and have the party in the ghetto that had seemed so fabolous. lol i think i'd bring my friends down with my tiredness and stuff.. so i thinks i'll just rent a movie and do hw that i didnt do because i had more important stuff to do ( such as working out and talking to branden ^_^)
erm, do you know that the first TV show ever to put into reruns was "The Lone Ranger" ??
the stuff you find out when drinking snapple. yeah snapple and crackers for breakfast. i'm so damn healthy =] no see i really am, because i also drank cranberry juice, water, and ate an apple. i love fruit. fruit is good. yummy. i want a mango or pomengranade! or pineapple. eesh.. lol i can't wait for summer. argh.. maybe i'll work out and be all like *endorphine-ness*
lolol or maybe i'll paint my nails and read a book.. eh
i've rambled on for quite awhile.. so its time to put on fuse and sleeppp some more
payce n much <3>
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| 03.11.04 (1:42 pm) [edit] |
the kool aid guy wears tights. word.
mm my headaches haven't been going away
and now those waves of nausea from the beginning of the year have been coming back. good thing i have emerol =T
too much stress.. and i've decided to take the ACT [i]and [/i]SAT when i talked to jess today. ummm.. i'm tired as a mofo even tho i took a nap.. i dont get it!!
hmmm.. yesterday was amazing.. talked on the phone for like 2 1/2 hours.. and i'm kinda sad how i could be seeing branden but my mom is being mean and is like rar. =/
james.. talk to big momma ciez.. cuz i wanna go to east brunswick next wed. hehe bowling is funny.
i am also sadly because i wasn't able to go to nikkie's on her bday on tuesday. geez.. my mom just slept instead, when we had a good 2 hours to go chill out over nikkie's. =T parents these days.
lyrics-ness for today: ( again of the cd from jack that i have stolen: )
[b]To the tic tock you don't stop
To the tic tock you don't quit, hit it
We come in love cause it's just how we does
Fit the frame stayin the same as it ever was
[/b]
pod- freestyle :D
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| 03.10.04 (7:07 am) [edit] |
i'm in my college class.. bored as hell..
playing neopets
*yay for bein a NERD haha *
umm listening to jack's cd player that i stole from his locker ^_^
awesome musica.. no lie uhoh.. i feel the need for some lyrics
[b]
[i]Twist my words the way that you do
'cause it falls on deaf ears now
Still, i've learned to numb your views
But they're still inside me[/i]
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Still I waste another day of my life
And it sickens me to feel this way
Now I can't make up my mind, is this right?
How, I let you get inside of me?
I will never follow you...
I will never follow you...
I will never follow you...
I will never follow you...
All this time I thought I was myself
And I thought I never could become you[/b]
mucho lyrics... i know.. but [b]spineshank[/b] rocks.. and all because i listened to jack's cd have i found i love them so much
heheh i wanna drum like their drummer
learning how to drum right after schoolios!! coolios!! hahaha i think this will be awesome even if it'll be my first time.. the worst that could happen is i get frustrated.. but jack is letting me borrow his electric drum set so i can practice and stuff
^_^ i have the bestest friends
hrmmm.. cotillion practice yesterday.. we finished the salsa.. i really need my partner dan to be there so i can figure out how to do stuff ( like if he's a good lead or not =T )
eh this sunday i'll probably meet him haha.. which is humorous just because of the fact that we only have 4 weeks left of practice :D in 2 weeks.. the dresses should come in.. light pink.. the color i want for my junior prom dress.. so hopefully i can be like.. just wearing it over ( no one from high tek is gonna be at the cotillion for jennalyn anyways.. )
umm.. i actually dont have a headache this morning.. tho i did go crazy.. ( aka running around my house making [i][u]weird[/u][/i] sounds.. at 6:30 in the am.. my dad was like "wtf?", and my mommy is used to it by now i guess.. haha)
hrmmm ima use branden's saying ~*^_^*~
[b]xo like whoa[/b]
n i'm outta hurr
-- seerah
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| 03.09.04 (1:34 pm) [edit] |
[b]Sleep on portraits painted as perfect as you
Why have I been given the chance to fly
When I'm not with you I feel lesser alone
Why have I been given the chance to fly away[/b]
i've been feeling nerdy lately. besides the fact that i dl-ed poison the well-*nerdy*
good song
i wanna go up to bound brook and that area.. supposedly good scary places? haha maybe i'll actually get into an abandoned insane asylum ( unlike paul's menlo park one that had been previously knocked down =T )
[u][b]HAPPY BIRTHDAY NIKKIE!!!!![/b][/u]
my favorite cuzn in whole world becus' she can rock harder than everyone lol
known her my whole life of course.. and she is one of those pepo that i can always talk to..
punk ass beeyotch that loves r&b.. kids these days
:D
tonight is cotillion practice but i am still sorta sick..hate getting migraines and headaches all the time
and even worse is poppin' aspirin.. i hate pills :?
best knews of my life: my work has paid off in chem
i raised my grade 7 points.... biiiiiiiitchhhhh ( if i do really well on the test this friday ^_^)
this friday im gonna chyll with teresa and james instead of goin to stupid high tech b.s. ( o0o0o alcohol n teresa's cigs..mucho fun *cough, cough* haha)
i wonder what it feels like to get high
( high in the sky, apple pie, hopes! )
err...... migraine-ness is happening. so i'll go take a nap ( maybe i should start going to bed instead of working out =T )
much <3>ciezzezzles ^_^
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| 03.07.04 (9:49 am) [edit] |
candy crew in the house (wOOt wOOt!!)
hehe .. so jessica's 17th bday! yay! got her homies.. our fav lil esses ^____^
me, jess, shaun, n rob chylled for a bit.. then we all went to fun time america.. but i went with jack and ben..
all met up
alex s. was there.. as was barbara and chris b. yay!
trish was bein gay.. hiding in her car.. tellin us god was speaking to us.. and i couldnt find her sentra in that parkin lot lol
jess, shaun, rob, tyler, nora, jeff, miguel, and bob all showed up eventually. =D (april n jen made a guest appearance lol )
so we sign up for laser tag ... and lo n behold.. high tekkers appear.. , ryan, anthony, andrew, dineth, and frank to be exact.
eh i felt reallly bad.. becuz we had like 15 pepo.. we sold that place out :oops:
it was mucho fun however.. and meeting barbara was awesome! she is so0o nice..and she plays field hockey.. like every awesome girl does hahaha
shaun coming up from florida was sweet too. he's the awesome frenchie kid
.. yeah.. jess is a shimp fah sure
she keeps everyone guessing.. n never gets tied down.. i love it ..
so umm this weekend is lock-in and selena-beena-boos!! yayy!! raverrrr-ness ^____^
.. gangsterrs..
party in the GHETTO!!!!!!
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hmmm download marijuanaville by bob rivers.. funniest song my dad has ever made me download lol indeeed ^_^
[b]..Just [i]Dip[/i]..
Cotton Candy
sweet and low
let me see that tootsie roll<[/b]>
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| 03.01.04 (2:01 pm) [edit] |
party in the ghetto.. the mighty ghetto!!!!!!!
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ME AND JAMES THIS WEEKEND!! oh yeah!
ok so this weekend.. was horrendous.
i really want to go into detail, but i have thought it over, and i am not that bitchy, unlike some people. fuck it, the trip sucked. except......
i got jack flavored condoms! ( this was amusing because the girl at the cash register said " have a goooood night!!" and i told her.. " oh i willllll... you too!! " ) :lol:
i bought jessica sumtin for her bday as well ( no condoms for her haha)
and i got a HOT crazytown poster for my sister's dorm room! hehe it'll be an early bday present. she's gonna be 19!!!! holy shit.. everyone is getting so old :shock:
yeah, the bitchiness, psychoness, and raunchiness from this weekend has totally disenchanted me. 58 knows laura!!!!!!! hahahah
hrm, swish jess swish! ugh.. louie let me unload on her my horrible story..
and my mommy was AWESOME! she bought my a caramel latte and took me prom dress shopping. ( she is on this awesome pedestal!
for my senior prom, i've decided i'll be taking tyler, or chris, yah know.. guy friends that are cute but yeah.. are just that. mmm.. or maybe i'll get lucky and actually have a bf by then hahaha
this year.. ugh.. ? lol w/e i couldn't give a hoot hehe
damn my weekends are to precious.. this one, family-ness has come in the way.. of FIRST..
gooooood ^_^
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| 02.23.04 (6:12 pm) [edit] |
i drove my mom home today. she was quite nervous. she made me nervous. but i am still an amazing driver haha.
i got my new hamu hamu pen and eraser. purrty. and i have pucca stickers that i want to use.. hrmm..
jack's bday is tomorrow and because i thought teresa was coming over i failed to go to the mall with jessica. oh well.
tetty wants to hang out next weekend. can do. after i visit tim satty's mansion to get a tour. ^_^ i need to watch usual suspects with the director's commentary.
oh yeah.. i was madddd horrible-ness at volley ball today.. and yeah it's not even like anyone tried to help =T
jordan has been very nice ever since he realized i beast on chem hw haha
yeah.. my english thesis is going to be on zora neale hurston and flannery o'connor. i hope. see.. judy.. she didn't circle those authors as credible when i asked her to circle all authors on her stupid list that she would accept on a thesis. _< she makes me head hurt>
ugh.. i'm going to boston. so there is madd hw this week that i have to do ahead of time. BITCH-ING
let me tell you..
i feel crapilicious cuz i missed out on some good times this past weekend because of my hepatitis B shot making me sickly. ( as in nauseous, not as in contracting it haha)
well eh.. i'm still feeling crapilicious so i might go to bed early and be a weirdo O_o hehe
g'nite sleep tight.. love you all very much!!
HAPPY SWEET 16 JACKIE!
which reminds me.. i saw jaquelyn( sp?) this weekend! in A&P with her madre, it was so cool.. she lost some more weight.. she's so bootiful hehe and i miss her... she's so darn nice.. i need more sweethearts who can put up with me lol
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| 02.22.04 (3:28 pm) [edit] |
ok i have my permit.. FINALLY! and my forte is parallel parking beeeyootchhh lolol yes indeedy
i feel sick as hell right now.. i think its my hepatitis B shot or sumtin cuz yeah.. that's what i got yesterday with amber..
amber came home this weekend which was AWESOME lol hrmm usual suspects.. fenster is hot... just because yeah.. he's hot .. and kevin spacey is an amazing actor
i love that movie.. it's so crazy ^_^
umm i am going away to boston this weekend.. and i have to get jack a bday present lol eesh.. what shall i get the horny mofo? blow-up wife? hahaha
goood timesss..
i-go road is in holmdel.. my bad
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| 02.20.04 (8:26 pm) [edit] |
guys named rob = cool as hell.. ( well most haha)
ok so i met jess's boy from abyss.. and she has NIGHT VISION!
i wanted to be able to tell her that she doesn't..
but damnnnnnn haha
so i'm mad happy for her
i went to sam goody and got the [b]AK 1200 CD!!
" T - 10, 9, 8.. oh fuck this!! " [/b]hahaha
i love it.. i thought it said fuckface.. oh well.. lol
rob has balls.. he told jess he likes her and he's getting this kid beat up for her which is AWESOME cuz yeah he was baddd to say the least lol
umm.. going to boston next weekend.. going to be sweet
the rest of this weekend should be sweet... but because my parents are in pittsburgh i'm going to be missing some stuff.. lol.. life goes on ^_^
i hope i get to go to atlanta this year..
eh sweet dreams.. i hope rob gets the shit scared outta him driving around like an asshole looking to get scared..
i hope he ends up on i-go lolol
paycccceee and much luv homies!
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| 02.16.04 (7:54 pm) [edit] |
[b]help me
somebody to confide in
now you're begging me to stay[/b]
--adema-- The Way you Like it
ok so being young n stupid is good according to adema hahaha i dont know.. umm lock in .. midnight to 7 in the am .. and i DID stay awake all of it ( besides the nap i took) even tho george says i wasn't lolol
eh bowling is iight..
the people:
[u]nikkie[/u]- my favorite person/ cousin!! wOOt.. she's a crazay beeyotch and she brings the crazay outta me.. like this morning in george's car.. i couldn't stop laughing.. and i was dancing like eminem hahaha boogie man is gonna get you nikkie! ahh!
[u]katey[/u]- a supposed drama queen.. i liked her.. she just hit people when they pissed her off ( my kinda girl! lolol) nah but she's cool..
[u]ally [/u]- awesome! she danced like eminem with me.. and she's just cute and nice and i've always liked her lol
[u]george [/u]( of the jungle) - older than me! so i didnt feel too old! lol yeah he has this AWESOME camaro that goes RUMMMMMMMMMMMMM hehehehe the whole car shakes.. mucho horsepower.. and he's a good driver lol even if we did get lost on the way back from the pizza place lol
[u]tyler [/u]( aka t-studder)- yo.. he's HOT.. no lie.. haha kinda ghetto (" i can't help it, i was born black") ahahah hrmm ima crush on him i think =T eh..
[u]black people[/u]- there were so many black people there, and they were such ASSHOLES. all they wanted was a fight. wtf.. go somewhere else. Also, being a part of the BSU council, I have never believed that there should be any hate between the races. seriously, there were so many racist fights. i hate it. i'm so anti-fighting. ( passive over here! lol ) eh i hate assholes.
ok.. so today i woke up.. at 4.. in the afternoon. so i've only been up for like 5 hours. i'm gonna die tomorrow .. oh well! life happens lol..
umm i love my cousins. i hadn't seen them since october!!! i missed going to abyss with the candy crew.. but i still love everyone.. and everything is awesome and i'm going to be happy
this weekend i'm going to two concerts.. i think robbie is coming with me.. that's coolios..
oh yeaah.. valentine's day SUCKED! heh.. i got no love =T
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| 02.13.04 (8:00 pm) [edit] |
[b]all the best ultra sex
...
dig me now, fuck me later
and sing it to the tune of faggot faggot faggot-oh!
dig me now and fuck me later
and sing it with that...
I've been denied all the best ultra sex
I've been denied all the best ultra sex [/b]
mindless self indulgence- "faggot"
driving tomorrow
then hanging with my bff jessica.. wOOt..
omfg... james is the funniest mofo ever lol.. me and him hung out tonight and he brought all his cds in and we listened to like pennywise, the captain jack song, and thennnnnnn..
MINDLESS SELF INDULGENCE
two guys, two girls, all not heterosexual.. making the best music i've everrrrrrrr heard!!
its really awesome how they are so damn ghetto ^_^
and talking about sex in all of their songs.. cool shiznits hahaha
yah know.. i dont care what the hell i say anymore. i've been discussing some weird shit lately haven't i?? ohhh welll..
and yah wanna know something DISGUSTING?!?! how come i discover 17 year olds picking their nose? yeah there's only one girl in the class ( ME!! hehe) but yo.. mind your manners foo' ..
i give duwayne tissues.. he says his finger gets it better.. WTF?!!?!?! ok then t.s. did it.. there are quite a few t.s.'s.. take a freaking guess who it was......
WOW. yeah .. McQ, my bus driver, and some other pepo got amped when they didn't get a valentine from me ( yeah i know they were cute.. but shove it).. it took me 2 days to do 37 paper tissue flowers with glued on hershey kisses and yah know.. i would do it again.. lol i'm a true Cancer.. what can i say? hardcore romantic.. ^_^
i'm gonna go listen to more MSI, maybe download some adema, and a crapload of ORGY.. omg!! i found the candyass record from orgy.. with stitches and blue monday and all these awesome songs that i love.
eeeiiiiiiiiiiiiii!!!!!!!! !!! ~*^__________^*~
i soo happy hehehehhe
hrmmm.. i still don't understand bisexuality and/or the decision-making process that it takes to come to that type of commitment, et cetera.
oh well..
j.b. is my #1 match. i'm #1 on taha's. alexis is my #1 friend. so is steph hubbard. pat rogers is another compatible for me. oh my. matchmaker. laura and j-fox. awesome! j-fox picked up the flower.. now THAT'S [b]priceless[/b].. lolol
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